idea...

today i woke up at 10am..after that dono y can't sleep le...so i woke up to do my logo design i have no more idea on it le...haiz sienz ah...thx 4 jacinda give me idea,hehe..love u muacks...hehe kelian de chai ling,at 9 something give 2 of us kacau her...ask her to wake up,but i think she should happy leh i woke her up...then 12 something we reach sunway to have our lunch,dono wat happen with my car,the enjin sound so loud,who can tell me...haiz i dowan waste money to do it le....then we stay at the restaurant more than one hour to done our logo design....

today is final to critic to logo haiz,but my wan still not yet approve,help me....tomolo still got exam,i need to study wat???i dowan fail again le,rm 600 leh....haiz jus good luck 4 me ba...

lucky today after class i back no jam cause i use highway back...after tat i wait 4 my cousin finish do gym then we go centre point hae our dinner...haha we already tell each other that we one month meet one time enough cause if 2 of us always go out sure waste many money n eat so much,we can't control ourself..haha but we already have our dinner together for 2 day...now have to rush 4 my assigment..no time le....

heys guys i'm back...i jus came back from thailand,have a fun trip with my dad n mum...haha i bought le many things back,so enjoy the trip...but walk until my leg damm pain...haiz...

today when i came back from ti,on the way suddenly rain so big can't see the road clear also,so have to drive slowly lo,wat to do...o ya,when on the way i only remember take i forget to take my uncle medicine,haiz so i u-turn back to take it,lucky not very far...haiz the most important wan is when i on the way again i thinking of my pen drive,o ya i forget take my pen drive also,haiz...the wan is the most important de,have to wait see who will take 4 me lo....haiz


tis is the new month for me...i have to change my life cause i already get my ans,i won wait 4 it anymore,maybe i jus wasting my time...wat he say is true,maybe he love someone more than love me...but at here i hope that he will find one better than me,i know i hurt him a lot,sorry about that..i'm happy that we still r friend,now we started to chat n no quarrel...i think is a good thing to me ba,cause i don like to quarrel with him,feel sad...but anyway hope we still can came out meet each other and chit chat....

haiz..sad

haiz...today sudenly my friend msg me, she say that she change hp number,i feel that y so sundenly she had change her number so i ask her whether wat happen,she tell me that she break with her bf...then i cal her ask wat happen then she tell me that her bf outside got another gf...har???unbelievable rite???haiz wat to do,she have no choice jus break with the boy lo...but i think the boy already no feel at her le ba,even now he also can go out with the new gf also don care of my friend at all...wat kind of boy is tis???useless,fucker..damm hate it leh...he even don think the feel of the girl,never think how hurt and how sad is the girl...he jus wan to be happy..wat the hell....

her exam coming soon le,she also no mood to study now...haiz i also know the feel that give ppl hurt,is damm pain leh...haiz wat to do o..u jus have to focus at ur study lo..don think too much ah,and take care,i know wat i say now also no use,ur mind jus thinking of the memory that u all have been..gambateh ba..i know u can do it de...hehe i also can do it le lo,u sure can de..jia you jia you o

hihihi..i'm back....

long time din't update my blog le...i'm damm lazy to update my blog,on this few month many thing have happen around me...got sad n happy...my school reopen le,tis sem is short 4 us,but on the last sem i fail one course so i have to retake it..haiz sienz ah...anybody got any job for me to do ah????????i need part time job lo,because tis sem i only study 4 3 day....

haha..tomolo i wil goin to sungkai with my friend, 1st time i going to sungkai to play...hehe...hope that i will have fun at there...

kla goin to sleep now,i will update the pic later....

i'm back

long time din't update my blog le,cause now i still holiday so can't online at my hometown..i'm damm boring at here nothing to do have to sleep early..haiz...but now everyday also chit chat until very late only sleep...haha..recently a lot of thing keep happening around me,haiz,how should i settle it???fan lo..i wan back to kl..here is very very very very boring ah...help me.......haiz..still got one week i will back to kl le...i will update my blog when i go back...8 friend i mis u all a lot.....chit don think so much le la,if mis me cal me la...haha...

finally last week le...

yes today is monday,still left 4 day i goin to holiday lo...today is final presentation 4 the marketing..yesterday we rush the assigment until quite late,kelian de chai ling do until damm late only sleep...muack i love u chai ling..hehe....yesterday i around 3 only sleep then today can't wake up also..hehe...today our class end at 12 someting...i think all reach home sure sleep le ba..cause around 8 something i on my facebook,all also write jus wake up,jus wake up damm hungry la...hehe...all of them sure very tired lo....

now all rushing 4 the photography assigment,final also o...haiz tomolo have to present also..dono my artwork can ma...my frame like not very interesting...but i try my best le la...some of them but the frame at ikea,one is around rm15,but we have 4 pic o,if buy 4 frame sure expensive le lo....i waste the phone one piece also rm 23 le..haiz tis sem i can pokai le...after tomolo i think i will rush 4 the typo final le..tis assigment more stree to me..haiz help me.........

redo again lo....

yesterday rushing for the typo final then i late 4 the figure class,haiz...cause i have to print the final yesterday if not today i will be late again le....hehe,i sleep late le today,then i go to vision 4 printing walau damm many ppl leh,the jacinda even more late than me haiyo she sleep late le,until 9 shin cal her she only woke up,so geng...lucky all of us no late today except jacinda...today we have to present our final assigment,and today will be a guest lecturer...so scare to present leh,as u all know ban lee is wat kind of person la....after present we one by one critic by him,his attitude not good at all,he won tell u properly,he jus shot u....hey i not cin cai do de ok,i use many time to do it lo,don think u are lectuer u can simply scold us,u wan say jus say properly la,u jus like aqua...if u scare of h1n1 then jus stay at home la don came to class....i know u are a good designer but u not a good lecturer....don always scold us k....

after the class we have our dinner at kim gary then we go to vision to find some material,cause we wanted to do frame for the photography...after that we go to ikea to found the frame,haha...we help keong they all to buy lo....we bought damm many,all is more than 20 lo....so hard to take leh,the shin so noisy leh,take a bit also cannot leh,she tell yi xin i bully her haha...actually is she bully me lo...hohoo...kelian..she always bully me and chai ling leh...haha...after that we go to popular to buy the material.....

we reach home is around 5 something lo...we still have to do the i ching assigment leh...damm many leh....while they doin i cook dinner 4 them lo.....haha,see them also no mood to do de la,all also playing also....haha something interesting happen today.i ask jacinda to cal someone about the clubbing thing,then she can't get any information,but at last we quarrel with a little girl....while we eating have fun too,sms and scold someone....then shin cal the girl and scold the girl,walau so yeng...after close the phone we continue sms quarrel with the girl,i think finally we win le ba...hoho..

haiz,now alone at home,damm lonely and sienz...my line so slow,can't play facebook leh...so sad

bad exam today..

today i woke up late,then i rush to school,today got the s.e.a exam...lucky i'm not late for the exam hehe.....haiz when get the exam paper,walau the question so hard leh,all also subjective question...i so hard to see the answer leh...haiz waiting for fail lo....not only i dono how to do,most of my friend also dono how to do,cause we din't study at all...haha....haiz,tis sem we all also busy with assigment,damm stress....still got one week,holiday le..hey guys where u all planning to go o???

after the exam we go to have our lunch after that i feel boring,then me n fan shu go shopping..haha..we talk a lot as well...we can't buy anything cause all also no money le,so kelian..the photography class need to spend a lot of money,maybe aroun rm150 ba,haiz die le la.....tis month so many ppl birthday i have to buy present as well,then next week we got so many place need to go,have to spend money again...haiz,i need money.....

sick??

why so many ppl sick le???haiz...tis morning julian msn me,he ask me that does our class got ppl sick,then i say no ah,y??he say got one class 16 student sick include the lecturer,wah damm serious o....then he say that hee chung class got 6 ppl sick and many ppl absent...yesterday sze keong also got toldme that the one got ppl kena h1n1,is that serious????for those the one student becareful and take care urself o....lucky our holiday coming still got one week,i can't wait the coming holiday,i mis my hometown,i wan back...

after holiday we will worry about our otp le,haiz dono what subject i wll otp tis sem,izit typo???hope that won get otp ba,but i dowan retake again le.....help..today whole i jus doin figure,i have to draw 8piece of figure,cause last week i absent..haiz,damm many leh...today i also busy playing facebook,haha wtf all busy doin assigment i playing facebook,chai ling la ask me go play...is her false...at the afternoon shin came 5 me,she wanna to take pic,the final assigment,hehe i help her to throw the thing,quite fun also ah....haha,now so lonely alone at home,haiz,so sienz leh......

happy birthday jacinda..

jus now we when to sunway to have our dinner,haha we ate steamboat lo cause jacinda like to eat steamboat so much...actually we plan to celebrate her birthday,but we din't tell her at all so she so suprise that when i bring the cake out.....walau jus now i ate so many,i think i will became fatter le,help.....they take so many then can't finish all the food,jus now jacinda ate quite a lot of prawn i think she go there eat prawn enough already la...haha...haiz jus now jacinda sit beside ah kit again,they starting quarrel again..kelian de ah kit always scold by jacinda..haha....dono y i damm tired now,but can't sleep also.....haiz....anyway jus wanna to say happy birthday to u

packaging design..

today i woke up around 8 something then i rush to school to print my packaging,walau when i reach vision is damm many ppl lo,then i go to the wiliam to print my packaging....hehe when i reach main block i saw all also rushing cutting their packaging,chai ling is the 1st one to present,suddenly poh li came and ask who is the 1st wan go in...haha,terkejut la chai ling,oooo after chai ling will be me present soon le,damm scare leh,cause inside still got one guest inside the room...hor.......micco goin in leh,after micco my turn le ops fuck.....when i go in i damm scare n nervous dono wan to say wat at all....lucky 2 of them also damm good n friendly,finally i finish present le,relaxing with chai ling,haha..at that time we start to eat the chocolate that in our packaging,we no need have our lunch le ba,today our lunch menu is chocolate..haha

after waiting them finish present with go to mamak to have our lunch,all have to save money cause nite we goin to eat steamboat....we chit chatting alot at the mamak cause our geng more le 2 ppl that is kam king ang bernard....aiyo dono y happen the ah kit always quarrel with jacinda...haha so funny ah them...after finish we go to pyramid to buy something,hehe buy something 4 someone lo,her birthday coming le....kelian de fan shu following us he is only the boy,he wan go puma but we dowan we go nichi,so he have to follow also lo..hehe...finally i reach home le lo....rest for while after have to back sunway again....lucky not i drive,my car still left at sunway...hehe..i will update later lo...8

final.......

finally today is the class 4 the cgpp,how that next sem won retake again...hehe....today we when to school very early cause have to rush 4 the marketing assigment,i can't wake up at all,my eye keep on closing yesterday i quite late only sleep...today i think i look like a panda bear..hehe,kian say he saw me like no energy..hehe..i think now all also rushing 4 the packaging assigment ba...i think my packaging design is toooooo simply haiz...i have no idea le,my head so pain now.....thinking of many stupid thing,wtf...i hate it....

jus now after cgpp class we went to ming tian have our dinner....when i back i thought to on9,haiz some problem came out,my keyboard can't use le,i so pek cek that time,then my sis take me to one u bought a new keyboard..damm angry lo...call someone but he no ans my cal n reply my msg again,so wat should i do...haiz....y my keyboard always spoil....haiz...wasting my money....but luckily my sis say she buy 4 me..hehe..thank ya...

my mood came again le,i dono tis kind of mood will how long in my life,i wan it pass by faster...cause his mind also no me anymore ah,haiz..i dono also....help........i so sleepy now,but i will do until me very tired only go to sleep,if not..hehe u all know la

sorry everyone

sorry my friend...jus now i so sad and no mood,then i msn with uncle pow,hehe...he so serious talk to me and scold me,i feel sorry to him because that day we chat for very long then he give me many opinion,then teach me many thing but jus now i tell him something,then he say me like a child have to mature...i dono wat happen with me...haiz,sorry uncle pow,i will try my best la....even jus now few of my friend also scolding me...hor so kelian lo,hehe actually not kelian la,they also dowan me like that la,maybe i think too much ba....i know u all very dissapointed with me,but i already try my best ah,now jus one month u all give me some time ba....hehe chai ling i will think of u la don worry k...hehe but i won like u de o...sorry ya...

lastly jus wan to thank all of u,thank who are worry about me....sorry make u all worry...thank friend,i very apperciate it...muack i love u all....

shopping day...

my parent came down tis week,so we accompany then go out to shopping...hehe,yesterday we go to kepong to have our dinner then we go desa park city to have a look,the place is very relaxing is nice...after that we go to my cousin house to chit chat....pei rei buy chicken wing 4 me...haha...thank ya...

today early the morning my dad woke me up,then we go taman megah eat dim sum,hoho....after that we plan go to one u shopping...can't buy anything,haiz...sad...

finally,i break with him one month le,today i got cal him,but he like since nothing to talk with me le,he change a lot,he not worry me anymore,he forget me very fast,i dono how he forget,one month le i still thinking of him,tis one month is not a happy month 4 me,i try to ask myself don think of him again but i can't i dono y,haiz...i hope that i can jus press a delete then forget all....last time i think i'm very important 4 him but now i think no le ba,maybe others ppl is more important than me le ba....

now i feel so lonely,jus alone stay at home,i start to simply think again,help me............

came back from hometown lo....

that day tuesdat after class i decide to back hometown to take pic....then szekeong and ah heng following my car back too...hehe i only fetch 2 ppl back,but my car is ful....because of tis sze keong he bring his pc back...he jus jia jia la,say wan go back do assigment,but when back jus done a bit...hehe...around 4 like that i recach teluk intan le,so tired...then i go take pic...nite we go yam cha with jun,tak,kian,lim and 2 more guys...then they decide to folloe me go kellies castle to take pic on wednesday,haha ah kian ponteng because of me,so good...

the next day,we start our journey at 11 something,then we go kampar fetch my best friend kam ling,she also because of us then work at 6 pm,i think she too miss us le so she take half day off....then we go kellies castle to take pic...inside the car is so noisy because of them can't stop chit chatting,maybe too long can't meet each other ba....we have a lot of fun when reach kellies castle,the kam ling take so many thing,jacket la,umbrella la tis n that,like unty...hahaa after finish taking photo we back to kampar to have our lunch,the lunch that we ate not very nice,i can't finish my food,dono y now i can't eat much jus a bit i will be full,hehe not bad also la can keep fit ma....after that we decide go to tesco,but tak not feeling well he feel sleepy,but we always ask him go,then he can't do anything jus follow lo....after finish we fetch kam ling go to work,then we wan go find hua but i can't contact him,maybe he busy ba...so we back around 4 something.....when back ti i go take pic again...so tired

as usual at nite we go out yam cha again,but tonight the geng not the same,hehe....tonight de got me,lim,jun,kian,tak,kim,bee and maleenee...quite a long time we never came out yam cha le....but at that nite i quite emo cause no mood,then kian take me go qiant,he buy lollipop 4 me,hehe..thank lo kian...

relaxing

finally i can sleep until very late only wake up...haha..today i sleep until 12 something only wake up,then on9 lo....then shin cal me ask me whether wan go one u to see vinx perfome,then oklo...alone stay at home also very boring...then he came n fetch me at 2 something,then he go set his hair then we go one u..me and shin go eat nasi lemak at one u,the nasi lemak not bad also the price also normal...after eat we go to see the 988dj dance and many .....haha,while i talking on the phone i saw kamking at there,haha so suprise to see him at there also...

after they finish we go accompany him eat,wah...1st time i eat with so many artist,got danny la,the 988 dj la,8tv host la...wah...hehe....they talk very funny,they make a lot of fun too...haha..not bad...after that vinx fetch me back home,then i rest for while...

after 7 something i go out had my dinner with my cousin,shenay..hehe..long time don't go dinner with her le...we go kota damansara to had our dinner...so long we never chit chat le..so many thing to talk can't stop...haha,after dinner we go walk around that area cause we too full le...have to digest...haha

haiz,so fast my weekend finish le,the sem goin to end and now all rushing the final assigment,all also so stress and tired..haiz wat to do...tomolo my class start from 9.30am to 9.30 pm..walau 12 hours leh....so tired,help me.......

typo....help

yesterday 3something only sleep,all also rushing the typo assigment....saturday typo class again,every saturday my mood also very bad...haiz...today my final kena boom again la,he ask me how do u think i say ok ah,then he say ok ah,i say ya,then he say u say ok then ok la,i think too boring,still got anything to ask me,then i jus say no....ask u also no use la,at last u also will ask me think myself i'm a designer,but u is the lecturer u have to teach us,k....dono how to teach don came here be a lecturer la,jus work as a designer will be enough...ur attitude also not good at all,that is our artwork don throw it ok,we do until damm late n hard,can u apperciate it.....today the movie damm boring,soe of them sleep inside the class,then i playing game..haha...finally u know that we feel boring so ask us who wan to go can go....hohohoho

after class, me n shin rush back home,we wan to change and make up go to sungai wang...walau damm rush o...then 2 something we take teksi and down to tmn bahagia lrt station then sit until kl central then we change monarail...wa, damm hot lo,then me and shin also din eat aynthing we can't walk fast....then we reach there around 3.15 lucky the program not yet finish...hehe....the after vinx finish, we go to have our lunch...finally...haha..then dono he bring us go where eat,i not very familiar with kl road..haha

jus reach home only lo....damm tired o,haiz tonight no ppl eat dinner with me so sad....2 of my cousin also go to party...hor...kelian de me....

walau damm tired lo...

yesterday morning i was late for the s.e.a class,cause anson woke up late haha...so we din't attend the class..when take attendend jacinda cal me,i run down from down stairs then i heard law mei hua,o fuck after law mei hua is me...then lee zi tian,o no i still runing down then jacinda help me to say yes...haha thank jacinda ah...next is anson siao lucky she on the time she we she reach outside the class she heard her name then she say here outside the class,haha...the most interesting is leong yeong shin,i thought no ppl will mark attendend for her then i wait at there when she name appear got 3 person say yes,walau damm funny,lucky lecturer din't say anything...haha today i finally can saw chai ling i mis her so so so much,i think she mis me also ba,haha...

after that is the photigrapher class,my pic only 2 approve,o...have to take again....then next monday still got replacement class...o no,now i only now the i ching de class is end at 3rd of august,wtf our group still got many thing not yet done ah...how????presentation coming lo............hohohohoho

after class they came my house to rest,sleep and do assigment....after take bath have to cook for them to eat lo,i cook a soup and fried chicken lo..then shin cook maggi mee...haha,not bad ah good try...
yes nite time coming,at 10 something all prepare go out lo...haha go to clubbing...until 11 something we go to the curve santuary,at 1st not much ppl at there lo,so so only la....tell u all something walau the fan shu dance so geng,all the ppl seeing us not because of us is because of his dance...haha...2nd michael jackson????hahaha..then 2 someting we go mamak yam cha until 3 we back home...all also damm tired....sleep until today 12 something only wake up...now is time 4 us to prepare go to class lo...haiz...
i will update the pic when i get it...

help...........

help...wat should i do???am i stupid do anything 4 u??everyday cry 4 u???every second worry about u and thinking about u???although u are not belong to me anymore but i care about u,i dono y...i know now u treat me very good,thank you...give me some time ba i will forget it and treat u like my ko,but u have to promise me u have to treat me very good de o,and don bully me de o...haha....

fan shu u say right we 2 are stupid but i think u more stupid la...haha....u also don think too much le la...shun qi zi ran ba...

hope should i forget those memory???who can teach me??is very hard ba....i will try my best la..thank ah chai ling,u remember jie shao 4 me ah, i waiting 4 u o...haha..u ah remember take care ah,don laugh too much le ah...i wait u came back k??then we go race car...hohooo

i mis u.........and mis my friend so much...i feel so lonely now.....help...

so tired....

yesterday the class end very early cause after presentation we came back,so i decide got to sing k...haha,like very relax o....so me,shin and jacinda after class we straight away go to the curve red box...hohoho....we sing from 12 something to 3 pm,i think enough 4 us ba...haha...after that back my home,while we watching movie until half all already start to sleep,haha maybe all to tired le ba...yesterday we quite relax....but the day end with very fast....after they eake up then we go to had our dinner at uptown...


the next day shin cal me,ask me to wake up,haha...dono y i so tired sleep until dono how to wake up....i sleep until 11 something only wake up then shin came to find me,then we go to the curve to take pic n eat,we ate at kim gary,dono whether is our false or wat, the food not so nice we 2 jus eat a bit,then the manager ask us wat happen with the food...haha so pai seh...then i say the food no taste lo....today i also not feeling well my stomach feel so pain...help....finally i done my figure,after we do my marker,hope i can finish....today i wait 4 someone phone to tell me about the phone thing,i wait 4 whole day also no any news,damm angry,y i so gan jiong for him...haiz....


ops...tomolo need to back to school again,photographer class again lo....maybe my pic will kena reject againn...haiz...i will upload the pic for u guys....hehe

day end with so fast...

finally i had pass up my spongebob assigment...very funny de the class start at 6.30 but if got assigment to pass up the class will start at 7pm,but until 6.59 the class also less than 10 ppl...where is those ppl??rushing??last minute??i remember last sem our class all also rushing but we won late at all cause if we late tay we reduce our marks,at least 10 marks i think....we wait until 8 the class amount also same,so tay decide after take attendent then let us back...yes..finally can back early...after that i accompany shin go to tmn megah to da bao,she wanted to eat,then back my home to do the packaging...lucky i'm not very tired today,cause i ponteng afternoon class,haha..i think around our geng no ppl go ba,except ah kit...

haiz...tomolo need to present 4 my packaging design lo...then have to go to take pic,until know i also blur blur dono wan to take wat....tomolo we update myself...haha


MY BEST FRIEND AH..SHIN..HOHOH
THANK YOU AH SHIN

so blur...

i jus wake up,i'm so blur today can't do anything..later have to go to school,haiz,i'm so lazy now...my class is from 6.30 to 9.30,damm late rite???wat to do....

at nite came back still need to rush the packaging assigment,haiz presentattion tomolo leh,help....tis few week we will busy with our final assigment,cause sem break coming soon,i wan my hoiliday,tis sem is so so so so stress...beside that many thing happen in tis sem too....
chai ling i so mis u,when u will came back??are u ok now???inside the class without ur sound i fell uncomfortable leh..haha
shin thank 4 ur accompany everyday,haha we have many girl talk too....
jacinda u too noisy inside the class le,haha..but we enjoy it la,cause without u we won laugh at all...
chit u also same with jacinda la i think,2 noisy bum bum.... u also don think too much o jia you jia you...
siew chung i dono wan to say about u o,o ya i wan ur guinea pig ah,i wan pink color de,faster ask ur guinea pig go make love..haha
anson u don always ponteng le o..haha
ko u take care me very well now,i know u busy for tis few week,u remember take care ya...

haiz...have to prepare go to school le...tian jia you jia you....wake up lo,don dream anymore

thank all of my friend..

thank you...

thank you ong eng hua..i'm very happy today,thank you u give me one more chance,i very apperciate it...i won forget the memory that we had today,it will be very hard for me to forget it....actually u make my heart damm pain,but wat should i do,i will jus follow ur decision!!!u cal me today i so suprise, i thought that u won find me anymore,but u cal me tis morning i bring me back to ur house,i'm so happy,thank o...

hehe...finally at nite u hurt me again,wat shouldi do??i can;t cry?i dono whether i can control myself a not,but i promise u i will try it...

u also have to promise me o,take care ur self don eat too much le o,cause u already fat ah...next time the shirt dono wan buy wat size 4 u le..haha,i think xxl ba....kla jus wan to tell u i will love u....

回来啦!!!

很快的啊,从安顺回来了....还瞒累一下的,但回来的心情还不错一下...哈哈!!!哎..时间过得真快,明天又要开始上课啦,还要教我那讨厌的spongebob...time to give me rest lo....will update later..bye

模糊的我...

刚起来整个人都没有力,应该是昨天太夜睡了吧!!!昨天晚上我和她去喝茶,我们聊了很多关于她和他的东西和我和你的东西...原来我们女孩子就是喜欢付出,无论去到那做着什么都会想着你们,可是你们男子不懂有没有怎样,我们可以不买自己的衣服而去帮你选衣服....虽然我已经和你分了,那天出到去看到黑衣就想买下来给你,心里一直想不懂你会不会喜欢,会不会穿还是把它放在一边,我的朋友全都骂我为什么我这么傻还要为你买衣服,我自己也不懂应该是太爱你了吧.....

昨天我和她谈到有次你病时我半夜还起来叫你起来吃药,可是最后你选择睡觉,她听了她说她很感动,但男的她不懂啦....我们女孩子总会很在意你们,每次为你们改变了我们自己的生命....最近的我一直想放松我自己,连功课都没有心要去做,我到底是怎么啦...哎...

明天我又回去安顺啦,不懂会不会见到你....本来想约你出来见个面聊聊天可是你都不要,那就算了吧...我也有在想如果见到面后应该怎样,要有什么反映好???开心吗?可是又没有什么好开心的..伤心吗?可是没有可能在那哭的...哎,我又来搞不懂了...烦啊!!!!!就他们所说的顺其自然吧....

辛苦的痛

今天算是我们分手的第二个星期吧,这段时间真的不好过的,是很辛苦很怕很心痛很压力很伤心很乱想的两个星期.我每天只会一直在想你这几天是怎样过的,我真的很想知道,但我又不敢问你怕你会生气我,又或者你会对我越来越反感,因为你叫我别一直找你打给你,当我每次打给你时我感觉到你好像很生气和讨厌我,我试过告诉我自己别打给你别管你,因为你已经不要我管你了,你叫我放你走,当我听到这句话时你知道有多伤心和心痛吗?那痛而不是普通的痛是痛到不懂要怎样形容.虽然我已经挽回这感情很多次但你也不接受我真的不懂该怎么做....我大多数的朋友都叫我放弃你,可是我真的做不到,我知道他们看到我将他们也很难受,我每次告诉他们我要把你忘掉,可是我也是做不到,只是不要他们担心我.
我真的不知道我和你分手后你是过的比较好还是什么,我也不知道你有没有伤心过,我发觉我越来越不了解你了.之从你要去pinang的时候你就开始一直练舞,我们聊电话的时间也越来越少,其实我有很多东西要告诉你也没有时间,我又怕你累不敢一直吵着你.我真的很后悔为什么我会提出分手,现在后悔也没有用了吧!!!像你所说的我所说出来的就应该要想到后果,可是我已经很久没有和你好好聊过了,更何况当天我们又骂架,你都没有哄我就睡了,我当时真的很气,我已经很久没有给你哄了.他们说得对女孩子的心是比较容易心软的,如果给男朋友哄那一下子她们就很容易满意了,而男孩子呢?他们就比较心硬的要哄很久才可以.可是我每次都没有放弃过地一直哄回你,我只希望我们可以开开心心的一起,如果有时没做错什么我也会哄回你,我就一直想,算啦就吵少一点啦,我们见面的时间都已经很少了啊,聊电话时间又不多,就一人让一步咯....
不懂是不是我以前管得你太严吧,所以现在你要我放你走,你要自由,可是我一直都没有怎样管你啊,你要去那我都给啊,又或者是我对你不好吧,我知道我不是不100%的好女友吧.我真的不懂该从那里放下你才好,到现在我都还会一直想着你,你应该没有想我了吧,你都说了啊已经对我没感觉了啊,心真痛哦,真的不懂你怎样可以放得下.你是真的不爱我了吗?还是要气我?我真的搞不清楚!!!
我朋友有问我如果你追回我呢?每当他们问我这问题时我心想你应该不会追回我了吧,一向来你的脾气都很固执的啊,是就是不是就不是.我看你应该不会要回我了吧!!!!说真的我真的很想要回这感情,我觉得应该很难吧....以前在一起时我有问过你如果一天我们分了你还会要回吗,你的答案告诉我是会,可是现在我不懂....我知道你很讨厌我哭,可是我真的搞不懂你是怎样的,我到现在还有哭是因为我还在乎你,还爱你,希望你可以明白我....
我要谢谢一直陪伴我的朋友,我姐姐,谢谢你们这么担心我关心我......还有我要谢谢你教会了我很多东西,只想告诉你我所说的都是真心话而不是要来气你的....